Day 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest

I haven't been able to do this one forever because, well, I just didn't have any current pictures of the two of us together.

My mom is the person I have been the closest with for the longest.  I love my mommy so much.  She is what aspire be like as an adult.  She is smart, beautiful, funny.  I love her.

This is us with my kids at the Spirit of Boise balloon thing last week.

Day 01 - A picture of yourself with ten facts

1.  I am a MAJOR dork.

2.  I think I'm hilarious... even laugh at my own jokes.  Sometimes before I can say them...

3.  If I were to try to run, I would die.  I have chronic asthma.

4.  I'm in love with Chris Kirkpatrick.  Swear to God one day he'll realize we were made for each other. ;0)  Cannot wait for that day...

5.  Hanson is my favorite band.  Don't like it?  Get over it.

6.  I currently have seven tattoos and have at least three more planned out.

7.  The people who are close to me mean the world to me.  I'd do anything for any one of them, at any time.

8.  I drive people away without realizing I'm doing it.

9.  I adore the color red.  And hot pink. :0)

10.  I love to write poems/lyrics.

Since I don't tend to write unless I have a script...

Day 01 - A picture of yourself with ten facts

Day 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest

Day 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show

Day 04 - A picture that inspires you

Day 05 - A picture of your favorite memory

Day 06 - A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day

Day 07 - A picture of your most treasured item

Day 08 - A picture that makes you laugh

Day 09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most

Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most ****** up things with

Day 11 - A picture of something you hate

Day 12 - A picture of something you love

Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist

Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without

Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die

Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you

Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently

Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity

Day 19 - A picture and a letter

Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel

Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget

Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at

Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book

Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change

Day 25 - A picture of your day

Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you

Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member

Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of

Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile

Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss

Day 31 - A picture of yourself

Will be starting this in the coming days. :)

December 13th, 2010

So, I never finished the 30 Days of Truth... and honestly, I probably never will.  I don't think I'll ever sit down long enough to give myself time to write myself a letter about everything I like about myself or whatever.

Things are going okay right now.  Short on money, but that's nothing new.  Work is good.  I enjoy my job, for the most part, and the people are starting to be nicer.  I think they were just worried about having an outsider come in and start bossing them around.  I think I've shown them (most of them at least) that I'm not trying to take over.  There are still a couple people who seem to have their guard up... that or they just don't like me. haha

Some stuff is changing and going on.  Nothing set in stone yet so I'm not talking about it openly until I figure out all the details and such.

I'm wondering how Christmas is going to work this year since everyone is all split up.  Not happy that I have to work on Shia's birthday either... actually slightly pissed off.  But what can you do?

Day 29 - Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.

I hope to have more faith in myself and what I can do in life.  When things come up, whether it be a job, a task, etc, alot of the time I first think, "Umm, yeah, I can't do that..."  I want to get to where my first thought will be, "Yeah, let's give it a try."  I know that I am capable of alot.  I just worry about not being good enough.  I hope to get to where I don't worry so much about that and just live and be me.

Day 28 - What if you were pregnant, what would you do?

Well, this happened twice already... I kept them both...

If I happened to find out I was pregnant, then someone would be in a shit ton of trouble for raping me...

However if I was in a relationship that was stable, healthy, etc I might consider having one or two more... that is a big fat IF, however... it would depend on the person I was with and the amount of money we had.

Day 27 - What’s the best thing going for you right now?

Well, I'm going to have to say that time is going by quick.  I'm dealing with a bunch of drama and BS right now... trying to sort everything out and get the machine running smooth.  It's been a pain in the ass and looks to be staying a pain in the ass for at least a while longer.  But time seems to be breezing by so that makes it a little more bearable.

That and my kids and I are all healthy.  That in it's self is A++ material. ;0)