I'm wondering if it's a bad thing that it's easy for me to find something about myself that I hate. Whether it's bad or not, I've known forever what I hate about myself.
I'm too nice. I hate that I am too nice.
I put everyone before myself, whether they deserve it or not. People treat me like shit, and I still bend over backwards for them. Even if my worst enemy asked me to do something for them, I'd probably do it just because that's how I am.
I hate it and wish I could change it.
Life would be alot different if I wasn't like this. I wouldn't have been in the relationship with Michael for as long as I was if I wasn't like that. I just want everyone to be happy. When I feel like I am making someone happy, I don't want to do anything to stop that. So I give up being happy myself in order to keep them happy.
I'm working on changing that now. :)
Our day 1 of "30 Days of Truth" sound very similar. I'm so happy for you that you are making that change and I hope that you will finally make YOURSELF happy! Love you girl and I know that things are going to be great for you and your beautiful kids! <3
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