I need to forgive myself for making poor choices when it comes to relationships.
I follow my feelings, my gut instincts. And my instincts aren't always right. I have been through a lot of shit because of that. Stuff I won't get into. I cry as I type this because I know the stuff I've been through, I could have stopped from happening 7 years ago. But I was in love and chose to ignore what was going on because of that.
I got two beautiful children out of my poor choices. And a shit ton of real life experiences. I hope to use what I've learned to help my friends who are either younger than me or who just haven't gotten in as deep as I did yet.
I don't regret the choices I made. I just know that if I was to live it over again (without knowledge of what would happen in the future) that I would want to have made better choices. And I forgive myself for those choices. I'm human and I make mistakes. Just trying to figure out how to know when things are a mistake before I do them.
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