Friday, September 10, 2010

Day 09 - Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.

I'm going to go with Lori on this one.  Though we still talk, occasionally, for the most part, we never see each other and rarely talk.  Lori was my best friend EVER.  We were inseparable in high school.  Until Mike and I started dating.  I started  spending a ton of time with him and not as much with Lori.  Lori, like any normal person, got fed up with being ignored and moved on.

Like I said we still talk sometimes, but when I have exciting news, I don't go rushing to tell her anymore.  When bad stuff happens, I don't usually cry on her shoulder.  Heck, I basically went through two pregnancies and now two separations without her.  I know it's more my fault than anything.  I know if I called her up and said, "Hey, I need your shoulder" she'd be there.  I mostly don't want to bother her, so I keep it to myself or bug the shit out of my internet friends about stuff.

That's how it goes sometimes I guess.  I would be there at the drop of a dime for her, just like I know she would for me.  We just don't talk as much between those moments as I'd like.

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